For this week I gave the Loving Kindness a few more tries. I discovered that it is getting a little easier but it is still a huge challenge for me to concentrate. With moving out of my house that I have called home with my boyfriend of three years, to separating possessions and dealing with leaving my dog I have had a few things on my mind. I hope that with more time I will be able to fully benefit from this practice.
The integral assessment was good. I discovered that I have quite a few areas that need work. Right now the most important for me to focus on is the emotional and personal relationships that I have with those around me. I feel like both areas are extremely important at this time because of everything I have been going through lately. Some activities that I can implement to increase my wellness in these areas are writing. I have found that to keep my daily thoughts and feeling jotted down it helps me to see how I deal with my emotions. Being able to assess emotions later when I am not upset has helped me to see how incorrectly I deal with them at times of frustration. As for my personal relationships I can visualize having fun times and planning events that will lead to happiness and not harboring feelings of loneliness or sadness.
Ashley,
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry that is happening to you!!! I hope and wish you well! I think this class was no accident and its in your life at this moment to help you! I hope that you take all the positive from your experiences and know that you are loved! I know what is like to go through a brake up but keep your head up and I promise this too shall pass!
Rosa